Many people desire Kundalini awakening without realizing, what situations this process involves. I have written about many symptoms before, I write about many in my diary on the Threads platform. I feel the need to inform about the effects of awakening that not everyone is aware of.
We all know how wonderful the purpose of awakening is. However, tuning the body, and therefore the receiver, to be able to function at higher frequencies can be strongly felt. If we are not used to pain, to various ailments, to various physical sensations and reactions, it can be shocking, especially in the initial phase of such body reactions. Over time, we get used to various anomalies.
However, I am writing this article mainly to inform you about the so-called disappearing days. This is how I call days, that were inefficient for me, precisely because I was drawn into energy trances, eclipses, I was semi-conscious. At some point, there are a lot of these days. Of course, this is good for spiritual development. It is rewarded. New experiences appear, stronger impressions during meditation, I have visions during such trances, my body adapts, repairs itself, changes. My mentality changes.
However, there is this other world, let’s call it everyday reality, in which we work, have obligations, various activities. In this world we meet different people and many of them we do not want to involve in our privacy and spiritual experiences. We need to learn to cope with the penetration of spiritual symptoms into the everyday world.
This year I have been experiencing situations where I feel like I am functioning in two dimensions at the same time. I am sometimes semi-conscious. At the same time, I have strong energy sensations, my senses are sharpening and changing in intensity, and at the same time I have to perform activities that are important for my existence in this everyday dimension for a human being.
There is a wonderful peace, harmony and acceptance within me. I am coping. However, I know that for many people such days can be exceptionally difficult. I cannot imagine driving a car in the state I am in, even at the moment when I am writing this. I am increasingly functioning automatically, without being aware of my movements. I do not remember how I got somewhere, how it happened that I performed various activities that are typical for me. When I do routine things, I am in a different world. New spiritual impressions reach me. I focus on identifying and recognizing them. Many would say that I am lost in thought. This is more or less how it looks.
In the past, when I was more aware of everyday life, I did not have situations when something slipped my mind. Now I have to keep my TO DO LIST in view and update it on an ongoing basis. Sometimes I do something and don’t realize it. Being able to mark completed tasks and write down what I expect from myself makes it easier for me to function. It seems simple, but believe me, I’m currently only partly here. Sometimes I don’t distinguish dimensions.
I have many lucid dreams and visions that seem to exist in this everyday reality. After waking up, I check if it really happened. I look for evidence. Here, too, my TO DO LIST proves helpful. Writing down messages is helpful (all time-based messages on different platforms should be turned off), and communicating in writing, not by phone conversations, is helpful. You can get lost.
Imagine experiencing alternative realities at a similar time. The same people, the same places, but different course of events. Everything is true (quantum physics confirms the existence of many dimensions at the same time), but you have to be able to recognize what is happening in the dimension in which you mainly function. This becomes a challenge.
The fewer friends you have, the better. There are fewer complications then. In addition, friends affect the amount of time we have for other activities. If you want to develop spiritually, you have to make space for it. As I wrote earlier, the situation can force us to have this space anyway. Sometimes I have no control over how long I fall into a trance. At least I have enough control to be able to come back from work, from the store, from the gym and as soon as I close the door to my apartment, I am drawn in.
However, I would like to point out that it is not like I am completely losing control over myself. There is guidance from spiritual guides here. I am safe. Days when I had planned various activities, but they were not impossible to postpone, are slipping away from me.
I have started to function like a pendulum. I have super productive days and days when I am subjected to various trances. I have learned to function as quickly, efficiently and qualitatively as possible in moments when I am more aware. I know that in a moment I can fall into a different state and then simple things become demanding.
Independence and freedom are very necessary attributes. They provide many opportunities and freedom that are needed in this process. If there is no such freedom, then understanding from the people around you is needed. Much more rest is needed than before. And the symptoms can also befuddle, hurt, stop you. It is not a disease, but quite the opposite – healing and a blessing. However, for the average person it may be completely incomprehensible.