I have been spending the past few months organizing my life. It comes from an inner force that, one could say, pushes me – or even compels me – to filter through what I carry within myself and what surrounds me.
Just last year, I was focused on organizing my acquaintances, contacts, and interpersonal relationships. After completing that process, the next stage of organizing began – this time concerning material possessions. I feel a need for clarity and for surrounding myself only with what is essential and of high quality.
In recent weeks, I have gone through my wardrobes and sorted my belongings into those I actually use and those I do not need. The latter I donated to charitable causes. There were many of them. I felt relief and a sense of joy in doing so – as if I had lifted the weight of excess and accumulation from myself.
I have realized many things over the past months. The last few weeks, however, truly surprised me. By handling material objects, I became aware that I had previously felt attached to them and, despite not using them, I kept them. Letting these items go made me feel happy – not only because I could help someone else, but also because I no longer felt attached to physical things.
I also became aware of the level of artificiality and manipulation present in the modern world. Brand and money are not equal to quality. A lack of quality means a lack of value. People pay for illusions, not for quality or health.
Awakening reveals truth layer by layer. If everything were to be revealed at once, it would be too overwhelming. We need time to accept and process the fact that the real world looks different once our perception becomes sharper.
I have also decided to bring order to this website. Hence the removal of the previous graphics, most of which were generated by artificial intelligence. As I appreciate art, I will likely begin sharing works that resonate with me. However, it may be difficult to align visuals with the content, so I am considering whether to maintain consistency between image and text, or to allow a certain divergence. Time will show.