People have become accustomed to the idea that whatever happens to their bodies, they look for illness. However, a fire in the body can be a result of healing.
Just as a fever ignites the body in an intense effort to fight illness, so too does the awakening of the body ignite the organism to break down blockages within it. Many people don’t know about the awakening of the body and spirit, just as I didn’t until it happened and I found the answer to this state. I only knew that it was the opposite of illness, that it was something great and unique. This state was changing me and my consciousness. I was becoming increasingly resilient physically, and increasingly resistant to all manipulation.
But I didn’t know what to call it, what was happening to me, what this state was. I hadn’t heard of anything like it, even after attending church every day for many years. The intention to find an answer made it come to me after many months. The term “Kundalini” came up so often that I decided to read about it. But the descriptions in the books were so unreal, so exaggerated… It was like reading a fantasy novel, not a realistic description. I don’t believe in Satan, demons, or idols. For me, God is one, and He is the sum of all existing energy. The fact that people imagine characters they perceive as good and evil, attribute traits to them, believe in them, and evoke them is the individual’s responsibility. If someone programs energy into demonic forms, they will receive it. We have free will, and things happen according to our will. But reading about people who claim to experience a spiritual awakening while their lives move in the opposite direction didn’t convince me.
Over time, however, I realized that there were people more like me. No other concept I knew better described what I was experiencing, so I concluded that I might actually be experiencing the awakening called “Kundalini.” My experiences were free from various unnecessary intermediaries or external authorities. I noticed that this made my experiences much gentler and more pleasant than those of the people whose content I read.
I understood that it’s up to us how we navigate this. Whether we create additional obstacles and difficulties for ourselves, or whether we trust God directly and our path will be clear.
The healing that occurs in this process is wonderful. It changes holistically. The truth is revealed. The body changes. The soul shines through our gaze. We become aware of our thoughts and actions. Each day brings new insights.
A person who truly experiences a spiritual awakening, at some point, becomes free from layers of manipulation and perceives the truth. Sometimes it takes years for these layers to peel away, but the most important thing is not to create further blockages within ourselves, as this only prolongs the process and makes it more difficult.