Recently, I was in Paris. Together with my awakened companion, we quite spontaneously entered various places. We both feel certain that nothing happens by chance, and indeed this several-day journey was rich in symbols.
In our experiences of spiritual awakening, we use the term Kundalini, which particularly reflects the bodily sensations felt during the awakening of consciousness. The symbol of Kundalini is the Caduceus, and it appeared before our eyes in many places. We kept encountering Polish elements, which was a very pleasant accent. It made us feel a sense of closeness in the French–Polish connection. Especially profound experiences met us in churches and basilicas.
Faith in God is self-evident for both of us. We did not enter temples to attend Mass, but to recognize the energy present within them. I was surprised when, in several places, near commemorative statues of certain blessed individuals, I felt strong flows of energy. Near two of them, I clearly sensed energy rising upward, which indicates awakened energy. While still in Paris, I ordered the autobiography of one of those individuals – Thérèse of the Child Jesus.
I have now read the book, and in some sentences I felt inner currents suggesting that Thérèse experienced spiritual awakening. Not all of her words point directly to awakening; however, it must be remembered that she lived in a distant era, surrounded by deeply devout people closely connected to the Church and religious orders. The beliefs she acquired in constant companionship with church-affiliated individuals may have been so deeply rooted that, as a very young person, she may not have been able to verify everything in order to form her own independent views. The doubts that appeared within her, her sincerity, parts of her words, her mysterious illness, the dark night of the soul… all of these elements pointed toward awakening. Yet the most important aspect was her deep, genuine, unequivocal love and trust in God. It is precisely this that naturally awakens both soul and body. It is this that awakened me and the people I know.
Signs can appear anywhere. We were in Paris, so the signs manifested there. Synchronicity was present everywhere, at every step. We received answers to the thoughts we carried within us. The rain washed over us, cleansing us, revealing a more natural side of the city – and of ourselves. There was calmness, spaciousness; everything felt accessible, everything stood open before us. We were guided to places that held meaning for us and indicated direction. It was a demonstration of what unfolds through trust in Divine force.
Even before the trip, I had many dreams suggesting that something significant would happen in Paris. I felt it would be another step on my spiritual path. And it was. I felt healing, an increase in strength and trust. Returning to Poland brought another wave of symptoms. There were hot flashes, heat in the body that woke me from sleep. I felt – and still feel – new sensations in my head and body. Many new topics have emerged for exploration and clarification, which I am currently working on. There is even greater love toward myself, along with a kind of disregard for the body — a diminished attention to aspects of the body that once occupied my thoughts. Not only do I no longer feel certain vibrations related to emotions such as fear or shame; now I also fail to notice certain layers of daily life. In particular, I do not perceive the layer related to a person’s physical appearance. I see through aura, energy, and behavior. Physical appearance becomes irrelevant.
What else will unfold?