Feeling energy

Right now, as I write this post, I feel like I’m levitating while awake. Until now, this only happened to me during meditation, but now I’m in a sitting position and I feel like I’m rotating in space. Incredible. I am grateful for today’s session, which has put me in this wonderful state now.

As we grow, things change. I feel different every day. Many years ago, I didn’t realize that the magic I dreamed of was possible in the real world. Since I was a child, I have been fascinated by the topic of magic and the supernatural. Before I went to sleep (in my mind), I was turning into a person with miraculous abilities. I loved movies and books about wizards. When, as a child, I read books about Harry Potter and The Witcher, I couldn’t stop thinking about the wonder of such a world.

I found the clichés of everyday life particularly boring and I never wanted to lead that kind of life. I watched shows like Ancient Aliens and MythBusters to find proof that there was something more, something fascinating, to experience.

There was a topic in “MythBusters” that particularly interested me, namely the impact of vibrations on the environment. The influence of different frequencies on human behavior was tested. Certain frequencies caused diarrhea, others caused irritation, others brought a state of deep relaxation. By listening to certain sounds we can influence our behavior. I was particularly interested in finding sounds that would put me in the alpha state. As a very impatient person, I had trouble entering the meditation state. I wanted to help myself with sounds of a specific frequency. These were not relaxation songs, but vibrations resembling radio snowfall.

I have experimented a lot in my life, wanting to touch the seemingly impossible. Even though I had not (yet) experienced the greatness of meditation, I believed that there was something more and that I could rise internally. I really wanted to feel it.

The most things started happening when I had the opportunity to live alone. I was finally alone. Peace appeared. It was blissful, wonderful. I became able to think in a different way than before. The restless emotions left me. Living alone made me feel happy, free and able to enter a state of deep relaxation. It was also during this time that I experienced a spontaneous initiation. It was like a lightning strike.

Not much time has passed since this event. Less than four years. But these four years have changed me greatly. Now I feel the energy with all my being. I feel the energy of other people, trees, stones, buildings… I naturally and almost immediately fall into a state of meditation. I stopped having problems with sleep. I stopped being overwhelmed by emotions and stress.

The feeling of energy is beautiful and difficult to describe. These sensations are so unique, so wonderful, that it is hard to believe them until you experience them yourself.

Initially, I was skeptical about certain descriptions relating to experiences during meditation. I couldn’t imagine the scale that I feel now. And as a relatively young person, I can develop this to a much greater degree. Now I am sure that it is possible and each subsequent day and each subsequent experience confirms this belief.

Everything is energy. And yet, to feel it, you have to become sensitive to it. It’s like a different dimension of perception.

It was no coincidence that an event that occurred in my life a few weeks ago. It was to remind me that in uncomfortable conditions, the feeling of energy can disappear. It seems even more important to find an environment that is right for us, i.e. one in which we will feel happy and have time for ourselves. Other people can deprive us of opportunities for development, overloading us with their presence and the chaos they introduce. It is not without reason that highly developed people become loners. I understand them very well.

I am an individualist myself, who greatly values peace and having my own space. It is in such conditions that I can develop spiritually. With this intention, it really brings results. I feel the energy both physically and inside myself. I feel the vibrations, flows and grounding. I feel prickling, warmth wrapping, pulling. Visions appear, I hear voices, clairvoyance occurs. This is all still in the early stages. But it is developing dynamically. It’s great to feel the energy within you. The feeling of loneliness disappears completely, life seems pleasant, or at least neutral.

The thing about life is that it is not monotonous. We face new issues specific to our path. Experiences direct us and reassure us of the path we should follow. We all strive to develop. Sooner or later, each of us will experience higher frequencies, each of us will become a higher vibration.

Let us strive to shine.