We can all see how rapidly the world is developing. We live at a fast pace, surrounded by machines, with artificial intelligence accompanying us every day. Technology is everywhere. The demands and expectations in almost every area of life keep rising. This inevitably affects our human behavior, our preferences, and our lifestyle. In many professions, apart from proper education or skills, a certain appearance is also required.
Personally, I have experienced several workplaces where my looks and clothing were discussed. The desire to work in a larger city, in contact with clients, or in a particular position meant I had to pay attention to the details of my appearance. As a woman, I was expected to have well-groomed hands, painted nails, makeup, good teeth, and a neutral hair color. Sometimes a dress code was required – although I naturally tended to dress appropriately, so I didn’t feel restricted by it. However, keeping long, painted nails and wearing heavy makeup was difficult for me.
Since my awakening, I have noticed changes within myself. I feel less and less interested in my physical appearance. I used to pay a great deal of attention to my skin, teeth, and hair. I spent a lot of time shopping for clothes or makeup products. Now, I only buy something if I truly need it – mainly to replace old, worn-out, or discolored things. I have stopped feeling the pressure of others’ expectations and instead focused on my own comfort and wellbeing. I no longer care about how I am perceived physically. My focus has shifted to practicality and health.
I have realized that, for me, someone’s attractiveness depends on their aura, their natural behavior, and their authenticity. I have also stopped perceiving myself purely through the physical lens. My priorities have changed.
Technology still fascinates me, but I take breaks from it. I have stopped following the news and media. More and more often, I disconnect completely – I drink coffee in silence, watching the city skyline. I read books with my devices turned off and muted, so nothing interrupts my focus. I go for walks alone (though I listen to classical music through headphones), often in parks and forests. I like touching trees and feeling their energy.
I enjoy writing and drawing by hand. I have many notebooks – at home, at work, and I always carry one in my backpack or in my (larger) handbag. I like working by candlelight, with no lamps turned on. I love watching fire. I dream of having a fireplace at home someday.
I deeply appreciate nature and naturalness. Simplicity. Ordinary things. I feel better in old restaurants filled with wood, worn-out tables, and traditional dishes. I look for coziness instead of concrete and metal. I prefer paper to a computer screen.
Love, naturalness, and coziness have become my priorities.