The year 2025 brought many breakthrough changes within me. I recognize them through my experiences and my responses to them. Friends and acquaintances also share what they notice and how they perceive these changes. I am deeply grateful for all of it.
I have spent the last few weeks working on my books. This meant that almost all of my attention was devoted to them. I set other matters aside in order to focus fully on my work. This fact alone reflects a very important change – I was able to concentrate on one specific project. I mentioned in other entries that I had been dealing with ADHD. I liked that overreactivity, yet it made it difficult for me to complete my own long-term projects. In 2025, I became so calm that I completed many matters that had followed me for years. I was able to work from early morning until late at night without distraction or a sense of boredom.
I noticed that I am able to regulate the way I experience energy. I love my sensitivity to frequencies and energetic movements. While I did not necessarily feel comfortable with some of the temporary abilities that appeared over the past years, my heightened sensitivity to energy flow is something I cherish and continue to develop. There were situations, however, in which I experienced vomiting, weakness in my legs, intense trembling, and an overwhelming perception of other energetic fields. The last days have shown me that I do not need to react this way to strong differences in energy. It turns out that I can remain calm in both mind and body, while the energy within me grounds itself and regenerates continuously without intense reactions. Previously, I wanted to feel everything too strongly and tried to heal everything at the expense of my own vibration. Now I choose my well-being. By taking care of myself, I also take care of others. The exchange of energy happens naturally.
The past months have clearly been months of organization and closure. I finalized various matters and completed projects. I put in order things that had been weighing on me, sometimes for years. I am still in the process of arranging my life. There are a few more complex matters left to organize or close. I am very pleased with the current state in which everything has its place. I feel lighter and calmer.
These changes have affected not only my external life but also my inner world. My body has changed over the past year. My metabolism has increased, along with my physical performance and strength. My immunity has improved significantly, and my recovery and healing processes are faster. A sense of calm has appeared in my mind. ADHD has faded away. The chaos has dissolved. My way of thinking has changed. I focus on what is happening now – what I am doing now. I hold the nearest goals in mind. I have stopped thinking about many topics that occupied my mind not long ago. The range of subjects I think about has clearly narrowed. Simplicity and organization have emerged within me, and I truly enjoy them.
I have greatly limited my interactions. I am still an INTJ-A personality type, and this characterization explains a great deal about me, my way of thinking, and how I act. I focus on my work, on creating, on acting in alignment with myself. I feel a strong pull toward creation. At the same time, matters that consume time without bringing value or quality no longer attract me.
I have a sense that I have grown into certain things. My energy is now more directed. I am no longer scattered as I once was. I now know what I want and I act to realize my goals with confidence.